According to dialectics, life is a circle, I always swing between normal life and philosophy thinking. After the deep thinking, I always take time to resume to diligent life.
When I am diligent, I tell myself to rhave high requirement, saving money, laugh with others, study, but when I am in deep thinking, those good habit of mine will suddenly disappear. I become wasting money because I need drink to moisten my mind, sleep late at night because thinking cannot stop.
Is it a good excuse to be like this? Absolutely not, I should change, I am not in the condition like former life again, the question I need to think is not about basic life, but broader and profounder about knowledge. I don’t need to think like former time that I can’t have good intension if I don’t know the basic principle of life.
But, can I get rid of my biggest bad habit? Just wait and see.